the common tests are over.
i think im gonna flunk my chemistry.
i did last minute work. again.
should i blame it on the musical that took up my time on sat?
should i blame it on the tui every fri that ended late at night?
should i blame it on......

no. im the one at fault.

this is seriously so frustrating.
i hate it so much.
it has been 1year 2+months and im still not putting in my best for my studies.
when will i ever change? when will i stop procrastinating?
when will i become the charis who did really well in sec2?
tell me when. D :

skipped prac on sunday. its the last prac, i know.
im so sorry.
will you guys understand?

a big thank you to mrs fong for sending the scores + your note to me through mail. thanks, i'll take care of myself.
i hope we'll sing well on sat.
and yeah, i'll prac at home.

i hope that i wont waste my time during the hols nex week.
i miss playing my piano.


struggles within.